In An Attempt To Entertain Thyself

1 month is quite long for holidays and you all can agree with me. Except the ones that aren’t stuck at home, that is. So, since it was my mum who put me through it, I decided that it was fair enough that she was the one that had to fund my “alternatives” to such a holiday. Therefore, I dragged her to Jusco today after lunch and bought Ocean’s 11 and 12 and the 1st season of the Transformers. Yeah, the Generation One series. Watched the 1st three episodes so far and it’s tight! Who ever knew cartoons from the 50s could be this nice?! I mean, I’ve seen some from that time and they were straight ass crap! The animation ain’t as nice as the ones you get these days from animes and the cartoons but it’s not half bad. Check it out if you have the dough. It’s a 2 DVD set for like what, 20 bucks? Tight, eh?

Obsession

Fuck man… I’ve been listening to Three Days Grace like nothing, man! I’m listening to it as much as I listened to Linkin Park’s Hybrid Theory album when I 1st got it. To top that off, Hybrid Theory was the 1st rock album I’ve EVER listened to! I’ll post the link to get the whole album if I could but if you can get your hands on it by yourself, send me the link to the whole album so I can share it with everyone, a’ite?

Boredom…

I wonder how I coped with being back in Ipoh for a freakin’ 3 months last break… Maybe ‘cause I had gym to go to, Sims 2 to be addicted with and uh… what else did I have? Shit… I could make a one day trip back to Sunway and get whoever that’s available and have a good time for a few hours but it’s almost next to impossible with the rather constricting fact that I have some times that I need to be at home for. Darn it… Ah well, I guess I just have to wait… 3 more weeks ‘til I’m back… *sigh*

If you guys have ANY interesting music to listen to, movies to watch or anything fun at all to recommend, go ahead and make my day. Please. Thanks in advance!

Peace out y’all!

Transform and roll out!

In Remembrace Of A Certain Rabid Wolverine

Chris Benoit (1967-2007)

On the 25th of June, it was believed that Chris Benoit had died, taking his family together with him. I have mixed feelings about this whole thing... Sure, Chris Benoit was a celebrated wrestler and a Canadian hero, even. Heck, he even had a holiday named after him from where he was from! Shit... Anyways, he will be remembered as a great wrestler and a great father and husband. Whatever news concerning him as the murderer of his family and his own suicide, I will not accept until it is THE final verdict from the police. I believe that a man like Benoit is not capable of such horrific actions.

Rest in Peace, Chris Benoit

So I Asked Myself...

When you want to love someone so much?

Yet you are afraid to commit…

Is it… emotional scarring?

Is it… something dwelling in my subconscious?

Is it… something that dwells beneath my skin?

Yet, when I want to hold someone, to love someone,

I am afraid to do so…

Why is that so?

Fear of getting hurt again?

Fear of hurting someone again?

Is it even fear to begin with?

The questions I ask…

Are they even… correct?

Am I even looking down the right road?

Am I… misguided by myself in someway?

What do I want?

Do I want… love?

A place to belong?

A person to be with?

Am I so desperate to succumb to… pain?

Pain, without love…
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I rather feel pain than nothing at all

~Pain from OneX by Three Days Grace

Does this song even apply?

Not yet…

Not now…

Not soon…

Not ever… Hopefully

So I asked myself, once more…

What is the question that you need to find the answer for?

Home, Eh?

The one thing that we MUST all do after exams (so, it seems) was to go get drunk, stoned or laid. Or at least in my head la, we went to Maison last night after so much anticipation and planning for the past uh... god knows how long... There was a bit of problem arranging transport at 1st but we got through that part relatively fine. According to U-Jun, we had 14-odd people there, most of it being Khai’s girlfriend’s friends and sister(s). More chicks, eh? Problem was Maison IS dark, so I can’t tell whether they were tight or not unless I ripped out a HID bulb and shone it around. Hahahaha… Anyways, Ivan came to my place a bit early after a hairdo thingy at SS16 or SS19 and then we left to the college foyer to wait for Khai. Apparently Khai’s girlfriend or the sister knows the way to Maison so we might as well follow him. Really really bad choice… We went all the way to OUG to fetch the girlfriend and sister and perhaps a friend (didn’t really pay attention), took a turn somewhere and realized it was the RIGHT way but we didn’t know how to follow up to Maison so we waited for them while they went to fetch a friend. Fair enough… After that, more twists and turns around town and we went to fetch ANOTHER friend. Oh man… everyone was getting pissed in the car, man… Shantee and her friend, Stephanie (pardon if wrong spelling) were kinda spooked out when I thumped the area above the glove compartment in frustration… Man… I don’t blame Khai la but shit man, we got there at around 12! Fuck shit man… Luckily U-Jun could get us in quick and shit like that la… FINALLY we got in… It was so freakin’ packed and there were quite a few people that I know there. VU people and some other people like Anthony and Kendrick that I knew through uh, mutual friends and the like. I think I spent the whole night there just drinking and sitting on the nice big sofa. Hahahaha… Aaron was sitting there most of the time, passed out with U-Jun, who was also passed out. Hahaha… In the end, U-Jun, Kang Wei and a friend of his left early. I decided to go take an early drink with Joy, Tsze, Anthony, Ping Han and Kendrick at the nearby mamak la. I also left like 30 minutes before Maison closed so I won’t miss my ride home la. Discussions here and there and soon, me, Shantee and her friend found ourselves in a stranger’s car with Kelvin going home to Sunway. God knows if the dude was sober or not man… He was riding on the highway so hard and fast it was scary… Unfortunately we ran into a road block but we managed to get past it la… Hahaha… The dude fetched the girl’s back to their place and then me and Kelvin to Indahvilla. Matt soon arrived and then we went to Mohamed’s for dinner. Right after that, came home and collapsed… Ahhh… Home sweet home…

Peace out y’all.

Tight~!

YES! Finally... Done with finals. Phew… I can’t say I did extremely well or anything but man… I don’t give a shit, man! I’m done! WOOHOO~! Right after yesterday’s exams, I, Hui and his girlfriend, Khai, U-Jun, Kang Wei, Ah Bek and Mei Ling went to Genting. Yeah, as crazy as that sounds, we went! Anyways, we asked a few more people to go with us like Ivan but he got invited to Joy’s party. It seems that she took the liberty to host an after-exam party and everyone’s invited, it seems. Since Ivan was closer to her than we are to her, I’m sure he felt obliged to attend it nevertheless. We were kinda like, “She didn’t ask us personally and we don’t know her that well so, yeah, we’ll pass,” I don’t know if I’m right or not but Ivan seemed kinda pissed off with our decision to go to Genting instead to the party with him. Dude, seriously man, it would be awkward for most of us and for me, shit man, I’ve had my fair share of fucking ass horrible parties and one way or another, I’ve developed a phobia for parties, regardless of host, venue or booze available. The option of crack and dope is still open for discussion, though. Heh heh heh… I only go to parties (I repeat, ONLY) out of respect for the host OR I have an ulterior motive. That’s it. Besides, the ride up to Genting is way, way better. Last time I checked, cold wind in a mountain beats hot steamed-up room any day of the week. So we went without Ivan and left Sunway at around 1 like that, went to Sungai Buloh and then went to eat lunch near U-Jun’s house and set off towards Genting. The ride wasn’t that long. We passed by Batu Caves and that’s the only place that I remember from the whole journey. Once Kang Wei’s Hyundai Accent started to moan and groan on the road, I knew we weren’t far from Genting. The road got more and more crooked and steep, man… We reached Gohtong Jaya and met up with Hui and his girlfriend there. We bought some drinks and shit and continued up. Hmm, the road isn’t as perilous as I thought. Shit, my mum HAS been feeding me bullshit stories about the place. DAMN! Anyways, we reached up and parked at the First World Hotel. Later on, we took this Flying thingy ride. Seriously, after trying the shit at Australia, no rides can beat it ‘cept that Skyshot thing! Unfortunately, that thing was INSIDE the theme park. Nuts… Anyways, we wandered around a few more hours, checked out a few shops, took some pictures outside in the beautiful weather and played awhile in the arcade and then we went to have dinner a bit downhill at some Mushroom Farm… Odd place, indeed. The food was a’ite but the price was hair-ripping! Shit… should’ve remembered that seafood is more likely to be at cut-throat prices on a goddamn mountain! Nuts… After dinner, we hung out awhile outside and set down the mountain. Ivan messaged me and asked if we were still there in Genting or not. Maybe he wanted us to go to Joy’s party… After all, he was the one that was asking us to bring him along AND come down early for the party. Ah well… On the way down, I had that pressure imbalance thing in my ears and man, it was fucking ass irritating as hell! Eventually U-Jun taught me how to get rid of it. Jeez, can’t believe I forgot about that technique. Hahahhaa… We hung out and watched Fantastic Four in U-Jun’s house until 9-something before Khai fetched us all back in Mei Ling’s car. Long day, man… I was tired as hell and instantly went to bed. Here're the pictures that we took while we were outside...

The gang that went to Genting



U-Jun made us laugh when he said something about the camera-lady



Didn't really know where to look - There were 3 cameras!!!

Alrighty then, here comes the holidays... Time to go back to Ipoh and have 3 weeks plus of PURE SOLITUDE. Gonna stay home and cut myself off from the whole god damn world!

PEACE OUT Y'ALL!

And happy holidays, of course =D

And The Battle's Half Won...

Alas, but 'tis the easy part... MIP was almost cake walk and BL... Man... Everyone (except the noob fools who didn't bother to come for workshop, lecture and everything else) gave the paper such a raping that it was to the point of manic excitement. It was definitely one rape that everyone enjoyed doing! Okay, sounded so fucking wrong but man, we fucking nailed it so bad in all positions till all the entries were bleeding profusely and mixed with pus, for God's sake! As our African neighbours always say, "She was tight, so I WIRED that beech!". Tight, indeed. Thanks, Mr. Zain.

More Canyon Duels...

Finally beat those bitches to gain the whole north section, which was under that accursed Stacked Deck. Now I’m stuck with that bitchin’ 3 boss canyon sprint and the city sprint… Fuck man… Muscle, Tuner and Exotic cars man… Shit! Even with a tricked-out Supra, I’m still having trouble with the god-damn race. Maybe I should purchase a new car… Maybe that SLR or the Skyline or the Evo… Hmmm…

Send A 22 Year Old Without Facial Hair To Do A 19 Year Old Chink’s Job?!

As unorthodox of me as it seems, I decided to take the damn day off to go have some fun while Saad and Taqi were still in Sunway. The previous night Rikaz had promised that he would get a car and we would go cruising around KL to blow off some steam and shit like that. Eventually it didn’t happen and the car came like… this morning at 10 am. We took it out for a spin and had some lunch. After that, we woke those guys up and we all went to Midvalley. It was an automatic Waja and Rikaz, was driving it. Hence, the facial hair-less 22 year old comment. Muahahaha… Anyways, after Midvalley, we went to Serdang and then went back to Sunway. I, of course, took the wheel on the way back home after some hard-ass coaxing from me and some harsh comments from people all round. It was a good day altogether…There are some pictures that Shakira and Piumi took but as usual, I will promise to post them A.S.A.P and eventually it will never come.

*sigh*

We’ll see what happens, a’ite?

Peace out y’all.

Safe journey, nangi

Feelin’ Fine

Thanks for whatever well-wishes that I got from my hengdais because of my untimely fever but I’m good now… Anyways, I think I scrapped through MIP a’ite… Forgot all that externality crap and some monopolistic competition crap as well but I think I should do a’ite. What about you guys? =D

NFS:C

I know, it’s the worst time to actually go and pursue a new game but hey, like I’ve said before, I have an addiction to addiction. Strange as it sounds, it’s true. *grin* Anyways, I’ve defeated Kenji… the 1st boss for me since I started off with a tuner ride, namely the preset Mazda RX-8. Anyways, I defeated Wolf and Angie with ease with the new RX-7 but shit man… that Stacked Deck territory is insane! The races are so fucking hard that it isn’t funny. So far I’ve been using this style of racing, using Blockers like Neville and Samson and then braking (not HANDBRAKING) before every turn. Saad taught me this new move which was how he humiliated me with a stock Camaro when I had a tricked out RX-7. He said to handbrake before every turn to gain more control on the turn and then NOS out. So far so good but the races are really really tight. Dude, I had to play a defense race at least… 5+ times against some lame ass Rotor gang… Or was it the Black Hearts? Damned if I know… Anyways… Seriously gotta bring my A game for BL, BS, MOB and NFS:C. Heh heh heh…

House – Season 3

Praise David Shore for creating such an amazing series man… I gotta say… I’ve never been this religious towards such shows besides cartoons, anime and uh… porn? Man… 1st thing I noticed about this new season is that they sure feature loads of kids… You get different kids, retarded ones, cute ones and the nasty ones… Damn… Seriously, if you’re lacking entertainment, clog your bandwidth with House downloads and watch them all – sparingly. Seriously, watching everything in one shot ruins EVERYTHING.

I guess that’s all I gotta say… Already finished up my BL notes, now all I gotta do is discuss the papers with whoever I get my hands on. Good luck for the remainder of the exams, guys. Screw wishing me luck, I rather people holding ancient rituals to give a god-damned miracle to get through this shit!

I think I’ve said enough

Peace out y’all.

Oh, How Sweet It Is!

I'm being sarcastic as usual. I just happened to catch a flurry of varying sicknesses a day before the exams (which is today, for the uninitiated). Last night, I was woken up at least 7 times by some punk ass mo'fo who was over with his "girlfriend" in the dead of the night and as usual, he DID make a lot of noise... Next thing I knew, I was dreaming weird shit and I had a sore throat this morning. Later on, after a rather uncomfortable nap, my whole bloody body was aching like fuck. Fever la... Shit man... Popped 2 Panadols and went back to bed and tried to make myself sweat la. Switched off the damn A/C and then covered myself with a blanket and attempted to sleep. Few hours later I started to sweat... Phew... At least the fever is gone but the headache is KILLING me... Man... Fuck this Indahvilla lifestyle man... It kills people... I haven't talked to that bugger yet about the whole making too much noise thing but I'm going to give him a warning so the next time I DO wake up in the night because of him... I swear I'll throw him out. So far I haven't touched a book at all regarding MIP because I've read it until I'm bored already. Not that I'm good or anything but it's just that I freakin' understand the god-damn graphs already... MIP should be a'ite but MOB is gonna be a bitch jus like Greeja. Maybe worse. I rather my paper sent to Australia then to her, man. Yeah, it's THAT bad. Anyways, I'm going to try and recover and read a bit tonight... or tomorrow morning... I'm off for recovery, which is NFS:Carbon. Ngyah ngyah ngyah...

Peace out y'all...

Exam Woes

Shit man... I should be fucking sleeping at this time and be awake in 3 hours time but nooo... I'm here on my ass, blogging... Usually I'd be asleep and shit but man... this sucks... My sleeping time’s screwed up all the time since coming back to Sunway, man... Either it's the Indahvilla lifestyle or the fact that the people here are actually mutated humanoid bats and therefore are nocturnal! *scream*

Oh fuck...

My imagination's going bonkers... Alright, what has happened so far... Umm... Well, for starters, I ain't going to PD with the gang... Real disappointed for me and them, of course but hopefully we can do something after the exams are long gone… I plan on staying for like… 5 days after the exams so I can have some band practice, fun with the VU guys and enjoy the Sunway life while I can… Hmmm… Hopefully mum doesn’t bitch too much. Hahahaha… Anyways, so far revision has been quite alright. Could be better but I think I can get by… I miss the old CIMP times where everyone owns the exams all the time… Mr. Tee did show us the past year papers because since the papers are controlled, the questions are ALMOST identical all the time! And then… tonight Ivan showed me something funky… Muahhahaha… Turns out Joy had passed him the past year questions… Maybe she got it from a senior or something like that… Who knows? Ah well… We shall photostat it sooner or later la, for our own good. Muahahaha… The hard skin on my fingers have healed fully, meaning that the next time I touch my baby, I will bleed and the skin will tear off and shit like that. Nuts. Ah well, who cares? Fuck… I better go to sleep before I get some serious health problems… Alrighty then..

Peace out y’all!

Ooo... Look... Time Just Passed By Us...

Fuck, I've said this line so so so much times it's even beginning to bug me. Time sure flies. And it's not even when I'm having fun, it's when I'm trying to freakin' study for my finals! I definitely ain't aiming high at all this time except for BL, perhaps. Since it IS an open book test, there is no 100% I can screw up that bad, right? =D

Hotlink Thingy... Something Thingy

I can't remember what it's called. Wait, I don't even know... I saw Ivan and the others looking at the poster yesterday while we were having our break from a torturous 5 hour Business Stats revision class. It was sponsored by Hotlink for sure la, since the words were on almost every surface that was readily available at the venue. I slept pretty late last night, at 4 am like that, closer to 5 am and I put my phone on silent 'cause I had this nasty feeling that someone WOULD SMS/call me at some godly hour (thinking that I was up and at 'em by then). Sure enough, I woke up and saw that Joseph has asked me about the whole Hotlink thing. So I woke up, ordered some Mohamed’s, stuffed my face with the shit and went to meet Joseph at the pitch (which was the venue, DUH). Surprisingly I saw Sue Ann and uh... Jin Foong (?) working as one of those road show chicks for Hotmail, I mean Hotlink. Wondered how they got the gig anyways... Hahahaha... Me and Joseph hung around there to at least witness some nice bands perform la. So far there were some alright bands in the form of Couple (?) and Fern (?). I might have mis-spelt their names but hey, I'm not THAT into the local scene. Anyways, up next there was this band that I had heard before and saw their name on an ad in the Monash Student Lounge. DragonRed... hmm... From the set up and also some bits of info Joseph gave me, there were rap-metal... Interesting. Seems that the rapper used to be in Poetic Ammo. The dude's called Landslyde or something like that... Hmm... Anyways, there were much better than the other two bands, of course. Hey man, its rap... and metal, what could go wrong? Heh heh heh... Anyways, there was FUCKING loud, that's all I can say. Either it's just them or it's the fact that somehow they managed to rig the speakers to an unknown level called the "Eardrum Busting" setting. I left Joseph to spectate the remainder of the show because it was fucking hot and my eardrums were 100% busted. I still have that ringing sensation in my ear, man... Oh yeah, one more fact, while we there, the turnout was PATHETIC. There was like 2-3 Malay buggers that were head banging in the front like they were high on... everything! Hahahaha...

Bad News from the Front

My mum contacted me when I was having dinner with Rushdi at Waffle World today and she gave me some bad news. She told me that my grandaunt (who recently had a mini-stroke) told my grandma to give this blood pressure testing thingamajig a go and see how much hers was and it seems that her blood pressure was through the roof! Fuck… I know she didn’t have much time left although she was rather old but she was quite fit in her own way… As much as things are pretty tensed between me and her, I feel like going home and giving her hugs and attention once in awhile while I’m back in Ipoh after the exams. Shit man… I’m getting sentimental pulak… Hahahaha... Aiyah, never mind la

Random Thingies That Have Came to Mind

Turns out there are still people that are unaware of Chee King’s death… ah well… It’s alright. Sooner or later they will find out la but what the heck… He would have understood them not knowing anyways… Hahahha… Other than that, I noticed my weight has increased! *gasp* Lack of exercise in a way and the lousy temptations of Sunway food! Grr… No, I must blame my lack of self-discipline, nothing else! Hmmm… Back to the old rabbit food and gym regime when I’m in Ipoh then… One step closer to those coveted 6 packs. Ngyah ngyah ngyah… Oh yeah, check out Three Days Grace punya new album, One X, it’s not half bad but not as good as LP’s M2M but not as disappointing la… Songs like Riot, Animal I’ve Become (which are featured in SVR 2007) and Pain (current single) is tight!

I guess that’s all there is on my mind right now… Will post more once I clean up the garbage (a.ka. MOB, MIP, BS and BL) in my head. Peace out y’all…

What? I’ve been denied my pass to heaven? But why… I want to feel how heaven is… It’s been sooo looonngggg…. =|

It's Such a Shame...

... that once a person is gone, it affects different people in different ways. As I was sitting in my grandaunt's place surrounded with relatives a few days back, I sudden thought hit me. When someone dies... It's just sad that no one else knows except the ones that are close to that particular person. I just hope when it's my time (which hopefully isn't anytime soon), I have loads of friends to remember me when I'm gone and people who will love me when I'm gone. Dayem... I sound pathetic, eh? Hahahhaha...

Finals

Here we go again, that time of the season... Exams are a bitch and everyone can agree with me. I don't feel extremely hyped up or anything. No tension. No nothing. Fuck shit man... I am still studying but the thing is that there isn't much drive at all... Let's just hope everything kicks in just in time.

Stories of Hate Crimes and Missing Laptops

Rushdi came back from Serdang yesterday from visiting his friends, Saad and Taqi and boy, did he have stories to tell... Here's an abbrievated version la...

It's something like this one dude (Adeel) steals money from the house, or rather, accused of stealing money from the house and is asked to pay it back. However, at the time of the theft, there were two people, so each have to pay half of it. The other guy was an old friend (Taqi) so they trusted him enough to know that he didn't do it. They tricked the other dude into believing that Taqi was going to pay half so that Adeel would pay. Oddly enough, the guy just accepted the "penalty" and went ahead with it. He paid like 3,500 ringgit and that was the end of it. Or so they thought la... Saad eventually kicked the gandu out and this Adeel guy came back for revenge by ransacking the house and stealing Saad's stuff specifically. This happened for two times and the second time was because he knew that they had taken his Pakistani passport. Damn man... it just keeps getting better and better.

Anyways, the moral of this story is that some people have so much vengeance in them is better not to cross them. Other than that, watch your back 'cause your "bestest best" buddy may one day stab you in the back. Old friends are gold, man... Applies for some, not all. Either way, just watch your back, beech!

Peace out y'all...